At times I feel invisible gone from the site of humanity no one listens to me. no one wants me here im just a blob simple waste of space why do I exisit but to serve others they say I’m nice complacent but if I speak or complain I’m a bitch so I stay silent… Continue reading Invisible
Upon the shores of a distance ocean I see a ship that once held you. Once safe in our harbor you slipped away onto a distance shore as I sat there watching you float away my life force also left with you and for the last few years I have stuggled to find my footing.… Continue reading The tunnel
Food sustains life which is opposite to what I want. I distain the site of it it gives me no pleasure. Am I anorexic bulemic I don’t know no I simply find no pleasure in eating anymore. Since darkest follows me so close since Christmas I barely eat the stite smell make me sick is… Continue reading Food life don’t mix when darkness holds u tight
F Broken Invisible Sad Frozen Trapped Time Darkness Shattered Out of control Turning point Ships in the night Stars Sunlight Pain Grief Death forever changed forever lost forever
It started with my dearest grandmother many years ago before my first son was born when the dark figure began to stalk me from the shadows ever present i could feel it near me. Things see never to go right for us for years until one day my mind broke and it enveloped me… Continue reading Death why do you stalk me?
Light light in the dark years gone wasted never to get back lies told never to build that bridge when it’s been burned down trust betrayed how do u earn it again do I even want to let them back years and years of my life gone for what ungrateful nothing expecting more and more… Continue reading Years wasted
Upon the shores I see his face it’s everywhere in my dreams nightmares in faces of children passing on the street. Yesterday seems like a lifetime ago the years have gone by so slowly and yet so long when will this pain end when will I ever begin to live again they say life begins… Continue reading And death shall have no dominion